I’ve been really down lately, I know it’s because there’s so much on my mind and no where for it to go. Even my computer games are making me happy lately, I don’t know if something’s going on or maybe my body is just preparing for that fateful day in July but it’s not nice feeling like this. I wish there was a group therapy thing in my area I would go check it out.

Just knowing that day is coming gives me the shivers. It feels like someone is tearing at my heartstrings every time I think about it. The Remembrance Gathering at SickKids is coming soon, on June 19th, I really hope we can go but my mom said the vehicle might not make it to Toronto and back, that and if we can afford it. I want to go so bad though 😦